Bitch Hell Goddess Returns
Nov. 9th, 2002 12:56 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
redfiona99And damn I've missed her.
Someone really annoyed me at college yesterday, and instead of ignoring it and swallowing and not doing anything, I fought back. So I've been in fight mode for the past 2 days.
Problems with this is that it feels great. No guilt, no remorse and the feeling that I could take on the world and win. So addictive. So I look for trouble. It happens, still feel great. Unless I want this to continue, I need to cool my heels for a weekend and work hard or exercise or in some way distract myself from the world.
Chances of this happening = 0
Brat cousin still moved in, Auntie possibly moving in.
There being of couse the problem that he winds my Mum and Me up, but my Nan dotes on him.
So I'm out tonight at someone's birthday, and I get home at late o'clock in the morning.
My Mum's fine, she trusts the dudes I was with. She is however worried that my cousin went looking for me, and isn't home so she rings him.
The story he told her was that I invited him for a drink at friend's house. Which I would do, because it's not my house, and none of my friends can stand my cousin.
So he gets in. The story he tells me is that my Mum was about to pick me up, so he did it instead.
Getting to friend's house, he fell on slippy road and is caked in mud. Good try couz, if I couldn't smell the alcohol on your breath from two rooms away.
Der Mensch nervt mich.
Someone really annoyed me at college yesterday, and instead of ignoring it and swallowing and not doing anything, I fought back. So I've been in fight mode for the past 2 days.
Problems with this is that it feels great. No guilt, no remorse and the feeling that I could take on the world and win. So addictive. So I look for trouble. It happens, still feel great. Unless I want this to continue, I need to cool my heels for a weekend and work hard or exercise or in some way distract myself from the world.
Chances of this happening = 0
Brat cousin still moved in, Auntie possibly moving in.
There being of couse the problem that he winds my Mum and Me up, but my Nan dotes on him.
So I'm out tonight at someone's birthday, and I get home at late o'clock in the morning.
My Mum's fine, she trusts the dudes I was with. She is however worried that my cousin went looking for me, and isn't home so she rings him.
The story he told her was that I invited him for a drink at friend's house. Which I would do, because it's not my house, and none of my friends can stand my cousin.
So he gets in. The story he tells me is that my Mum was about to pick me up, so he did it instead.
Getting to friend's house, he fell on slippy road and is caked in mud. Good try couz, if I couldn't smell the alcohol on your breath from two rooms away.
Der Mensch nervt mich.
