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redfiona99Damn that sounds like a portentous title. And really it's not supposed to.
Anyway I ended up at one of the LGBTA meetings, and other than damn if we don't all fit so many fucking stereotypes, it was fun and interesting, and got me all geared up to do stuff.
But Tom, who's one of the committee, and who I know anyhow, was saying how it would be useful if there was more of a sense of out and proud. Trouble is it's kind of difficult being out and proud about being bi. I feel more than a bit silly because, well if necessary, I can code straight so I've never had any trouble. People just tend to assume whatever they'd rather about my sexuality, and I don't tend to correct them. And it's not like I'm gay or straight and you can't really stand up and say that, well I like girls some of the time. It's kind of wierd and complicated. Sexually, I prefer girls. They're soft and round and right. Mentally I prefer men. Admittedly the only two boys I've ever fallen for have long hair and aren't madly mucho macho, but that's hardly here or there, is it.
So to summarise I'm kinda gay, kinda out and not really proud 'cause I don't see it as something to be proud of.
Back to usual randomness soonly.
Anyway I ended up at one of the LGBTA meetings, and other than damn if we don't all fit so many fucking stereotypes, it was fun and interesting, and got me all geared up to do stuff.
But Tom, who's one of the committee, and who I know anyhow, was saying how it would be useful if there was more of a sense of out and proud. Trouble is it's kind of difficult being out and proud about being bi. I feel more than a bit silly because, well if necessary, I can code straight so I've never had any trouble. People just tend to assume whatever they'd rather about my sexuality, and I don't tend to correct them. And it's not like I'm gay or straight and you can't really stand up and say that, well I like girls some of the time. It's kind of wierd and complicated. Sexually, I prefer girls. They're soft and round and right. Mentally I prefer men. Admittedly the only two boys I've ever fallen for have long hair and aren't madly mucho macho, but that's hardly here or there, is it.
So to summarise I'm kinda gay, kinda out and not really proud 'cause I don't see it as something to be proud of.
Back to usual randomness soonly.
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Date: 2005-02-17 02:22 pm (UTC)