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There are no words for how pissed off I am.

The Head of College just called me in and told me I should be doing better. 'Cause as we know 2As and 2Bs are dreadful marks.

She'd done an assembly saying that there were about 40 of us she wanted to talk to. "Underachievers" she called us. There are precisely 5 people who have the right to say that to me, and she's not one of them.

She doesn't teach the subjects I take, and she's never had me for an actual lesson, so how the fuck does she know what I'm like as a student.

My bio teacher (who even the Chem teachers think is great) said it was stupid and that there was no way I could work any harder.

It should be pointed out that every other teacher hates the head of college as well.

But the stupid thing is, she's not targetted the dicey D or a fail students, she's targetted people like me who are doing their best, it might not be brilliance, but we're doing our damnedest. And with most of us, telling us to buck our ideas up when we're already having panic attacks over our exams is not the way to do it.

You think I'm exaggerating? One of my maths class is on meds for stress-induced migranes.

So I was really, really angry.

The one good thing to come out of this is that every single one of my friends was annoyed on my behalf, even the two who never get annoyed at anything. They were steaming.

See, I saw the silver lining.

So now to make the dunce's cap that I'm going to wear from here on in, for I am obviously stupid.