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redfiona99And after that melodramatic intro, courtesy of My Way, on to the reasons for it.
Tomorrow is my last day of 6th Form. My last day at Rainford, except for exams anyway. That's it, I'm done. Finito. My home away from home for the last 7 years is done with. I'm through.
And it's quite freaky really. Because there'll be people I like that I'll never see again ever after tomorrow. Which is wierding me out a little.
What is wierding me out mre is how little I care.
I should feel more, I know. But I don't. I mean, I know I'll be in floods tomorrow and that Craig will undoubtedly end up having to hug me again. But I really don't mind leaving lots of people behind.
'Cause I've already kind of misplaced 3 of my best friends due to them changing college, and yet, despite that, whenever I meet them it's like nothing's changed. Same with people I have only met intermittently since primary school, my good friends I can still yammer with for hours.
I mean there will be people I miss, and people I will miss a lot, but I think the people that really, really matter to me, I won't lose. Or if I do, I'll meet them again.
Tomorrow is my last day of 6th Form. My last day at Rainford, except for exams anyway. That's it, I'm done. Finito. My home away from home for the last 7 years is done with. I'm through.
And it's quite freaky really. Because there'll be people I like that I'll never see again ever after tomorrow. Which is wierding me out a little.
What is wierding me out mre is how little I care.
I should feel more, I know. But I don't. I mean, I know I'll be in floods tomorrow and that Craig will undoubtedly end up having to hug me again. But I really don't mind leaving lots of people behind.
'Cause I've already kind of misplaced 3 of my best friends due to them changing college, and yet, despite that, whenever I meet them it's like nothing's changed. Same with people I have only met intermittently since primary school, my good friends I can still yammer with for hours.
I mean there will be people I miss, and people I will miss a lot, but I think the people that really, really matter to me, I won't lose. Or if I do, I'll meet them again.
